Ugh. I feel like shit. I am not at all feeling mentally or emotionally prepared for work today.

I wish calling out was an option, at least for this morning.

Well, fuck.

John just told me he just wants to be friends. :/

I mean, I was looking at this from the start as just whatever happens happens, but it seemed like he was really into me more and more each time we hung out. I just really hope he didn’t have interest and then lose it when I couldn’t have sex with him Saturday night. Cuz that’s happened so many times before, I’m just so sick of that happening and tbh it only makes the problem worse. :/

But if he never was romantically interested and I was just reading him wrong, that’s fine. Disappointing, obviously, but I can live with that. He’s a cool guy and I hope we can keep being friends, so me misreading his signals makes that easier/more likely than the previously mentioned scenario.

What a bummer though. :/



is michelle obama real

when will she become president

It’d be great if my internet would stop its week-long streak of barely working. :|


having your favorite character be a minor character is like being a proud mother at a school play and cheering every time your kid comes on stage even though they’re playin the part of tree #3